Jumat, 18 November 2011

Hey Papa, how are you today?

Time never goes so slowly, time can leave us badly
As the sun believed that the day was so short and angry
I am standing still, on my emotional foot
runaway from your crazy years
We used to have a lot of conversations and journey
when you were young and i were a little girl

So many love we had, so many stories we shared
the rain and shiny day come and go
tears were our friends, madness stayed and laughed
Nobody knew how i feel, nobody concerned to your loneliness

I leaved and let you through your days by yourself
i never forget, but i never admit that
How big is your dream for me?even words could not say
And i do regret that time was not on my side

Papa, i used to eat chocolate and cheese with u
drink coke, and adore ice cream
we had a bad and happy birthday party
we fought and let silence came home

How many words i can say to make you know
How many time i cry to make you hear
How far i can go to find you 
Can you promise to be there if i reached America?
Can i find you in Japan?
Even i never see you in your rooo anymore
How can i see you standing in front of me and smiling?
I wish i could turn back time
I wish i had alot of things to shared with you
I wish i could hug and touch your hands
But now you are never real anymore
you flying like  dust in the wind, but it hurts when the memories still stay in my mind

Papa, i love you, more than you ever know
I never know what can i do to find yo
But i believe that you are somewhere over the sky, 
watching me here, and let me shine
Then let me ask only a question, Papa how are you today?
How can i find the answer? even i can hear you breathe anymore


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